this one's for you girl :natwink

I don't have many words to say
It's been over a year since you left that day
I'm trying to be everything you said I could and would be
This little world we live in is plagued with fear
Try to find a guy like you said I should when you were here

I think of you and...
Somehow problems they don't seem so hard
It's all you endured in your life, you are...

And if I cried a million times you must have died a million times from the pain
(oh) Mama I miss you, but I know you made it whole again

This one's for you girl
My little Sharon girl
Oh I miss you



so i was browsing through my musical collection today...and i stumbled upon my teedra moses folder...i have so much shit on my computer, that i rarely listen to it all...i dont know how i forgot about this song but everytime i hear it i always cry...im such a crybaby lol.

I try to remind myself, that God only gives us things that we can handle in our lives, however to no avail I constantly find myself questioning God as to why he took my mother away. For those of you who didnt get a chance to meet my mom...boy did you miss out on a treat. There are days where i long for my mother to return. I want to hear her voice, even if its the voice that means im getting into trouble. I long to see her face, and to have her hug me, and comfort me when i wake up from my nightmares...

As i was sitting at my desk listening to this song, all i could think about were all of the things that my mother did. All the people she helped in her life. And for those of you who didnt know my mom, she did EVERYTHING. She worked with children, she got people jobs, she worked with the elderly, she drove random people around, she was a mentor, she was a friend...like anything POSITIVE that you can name, my mom did it.

While i was walking towards the mailbox, i had my great awakening. Since my mother created me, she is in me, therefore wherever i am, she is, thus she has never died. As long as I continue to be the living legacy of Sharon,

So even if u think you have never met my mom you have because you have met me. everything that she was, she enstilled in me and taught to me. the next time you see me...know you are seeing Sharon, N every Twink.